It's been a while...

Well well if it isn't July already. Looking back all these years I really do miss the times being with ALL my friends. However, friends betray, people change and a fickle heart is indeed the only constant in this world. There are of course many factors that actually lead all of us to where we are now. From being the most famous and biggest clique in OPSS, and now, we're all just wondering spirits, minding our own business, or even just living in the shadows of others. I had a dream, where all of us could sit together in a really huge round table with waiters serving us gourmet food and yeah alcohol and so forth. Some of us are even smoking. However, I knew at that moment we were all around our twenties already. In my dream, I felt so old, but I knew that all of us were having fun chatting and enjoying a nice meal - something that all of us haven't done it together for almost a year already. I mean joining this clique when I was thirteen, I've learnt many things from DC. The 'culture', the greetings and yeah. It's really kinda unique to me. For once, I never felt so loved and special among my friends. However, there are of course many ups and downs, but it's not like we'll ever get so serious with each other. The seriousness only starts when we're all Sec 3 I guess. I started to notice people who can get so fake and still have the cheek to smile, thinking they'll never get away with it. I'll love to tell them in their face, "FUCK YOU AND YOUR TWO FACES! _|_" but I know it won't be of any use anymore. It's too late to change anything. I guess this is it, for some of us it's our graduating year. Friends may come and go, but some will stay in our hearts until the day we die. I am no longer the Jun I used to be, the one who does really really crazy things, and laughing with my friends because I know they'll never judge me but right now, I'm rather quiet with some of them when they started to use me as a laughing stock, a joke. I might seem like a joke to all of you, but deep down I would love to punch all of you in the face, and we'll see whos the one laughing. Right now, I just want to say I'm done trying. Being with just a few friends who actually care about me is good enough. I have my family right here with me too. I really want to thank those who've been through thick and thin with me. I love you guys. :}